Stella, Im sure things will all fall into place.
As Caryl already mentioned, you can see the bright side.To many people sit and think about what could have been, rather than look ahead.
Years ago when i got made redundant, I just applied for every job in the local paper and I ended up in the job Im in now. Started as the delivery boy, and now Im the store manager.And I love the job.
Im sure youll find something better to do, just keep your head up and look ahead and remember to always smile
Simon