and if it was you?? 
would you not prefer to forgo your pain 
Pain that stops you sleeping 
pain all the time and not one part of life that you can get the slightest enjoyment from 
 
To be honest, I think you would be cruel not to have it put down 
I understand totally the guilt but thats just your own selfishness 
 
Please dont take this personally, I do understand but you have to be fair and responsible