My theory with live food:
Comes from sustainable source.
Can justify the use, ie benefit should ultimately outweigh the potential negative effects of not doing so.
Is humanely cared for, and disposed of when the time comes. I can see the frogs jumping around with legs missing, :facepalm: but that aside.
All good.
Problem.
why can't you explain? if you can not explain, may be you can not justify, and deep down you know it is wrong?
i think you getting your kicks out of it is a sad reason for doing it.